Monday, January 25, 2016 | Note #21
Hey Jagiya,
I recently ended a 3 month relationship.
Some articles wrote that one of the things to do after a breakup is to write an open letter?
This is not going to be an open letter, but just something that made me think of what went wrong.
Lifestyle
To be quite honest? I have never thought about this to be a problem.
But it probably could eventually be.
I had a number of people coming up to tell me after the relationship ended, that this was what they thought - our lifestyles were too different.
Since young, my daily life is structured. I would wake up at a certain timing, have my meals at regular timings.
Even if I had nothing on that day, I would still have woken up early. It's a habit.
If I didn't wake up in the morning at the same time, I would feel something has gone wrong somewhere.
Hence, such things like experiences of nightlife (clubbing/drinking/smoking) is near non-existent on my schedule.
Character
I am the kind of girl who will speak my mind.
I will voice out what I feel I'm not happy about.
Once I've talked about it, the issue is resolved and then I will move on.
Hence, likewise, I want you to tell it straight to my face too.
Sometimes I'm a little dense, so please just be honest with me.
If we want the relationship to last, we need to communicate.
So yes, I hope you are someone who is direct too.
And please tell me once you're not happy about it, I wouldn't know if you don't tell me.
Insecurities
During the honeymoon period, I'm okay imagining a rosy future with a wedding/children.
After a while, my brain will get back to being rational, and I would start to question and doubt.
What will the future be like?
And lol, I seriously have a poisonous mouth.
Sometimes the words I use are laced with venom.
I'll try to work on this.
I'm not sure when we will meet, but by then I hope this aspect gets better.
So yes, jagiya, I hope you're doing okay in life.
Everything happens for a reason for us to grow.
I think I will most likely be sweet initially, then my thorns will start appearing, I will start to push you away.
Please continue to love me for whatever I may throw your way.
Till then to the day we meet. ♥
I recently ended a 3 month relationship.
Some articles wrote that one of the things to do after a breakup is to write an open letter?
This is not going to be an open letter, but just something that made me think of what went wrong.
Lifestyle
To be quite honest? I have never thought about this to be a problem.
But it probably could eventually be.
I had a number of people coming up to tell me after the relationship ended, that this was what they thought - our lifestyles were too different.
Since young, my daily life is structured. I would wake up at a certain timing, have my meals at regular timings.
Even if I had nothing on that day, I would still have woken up early. It's a habit.
If I didn't wake up in the morning at the same time, I would feel something has gone wrong somewhere.
Hence, such things like experiences of nightlife (clubbing/drinking/smoking) is near non-existent on my schedule.
Character
I am the kind of girl who will speak my mind.
I will voice out what I feel I'm not happy about.
Once I've talked about it, the issue is resolved and then I will move on.
Hence, likewise, I want you to tell it straight to my face too.
Sometimes I'm a little dense, so please just be honest with me.
If we want the relationship to last, we need to communicate.
So yes, I hope you are someone who is direct too.
And please tell me once you're not happy about it, I wouldn't know if you don't tell me.
Insecurities
During the honeymoon period, I'm okay imagining a rosy future with a wedding/children.
After a while, my brain will get back to being rational, and I would start to question and doubt.
What will the future be like?
And lol, I seriously have a poisonous mouth.
Sometimes the words I use are laced with venom.
I'll try to work on this.
I'm not sure when we will meet, but by then I hope this aspect gets better.
So yes, jagiya, I hope you're doing okay in life.
Everything happens for a reason for us to grow.
I think I will most likely be sweet initially, then my thorns will start appearing, I will start to push you away.
Please continue to love me for whatever I may throw your way.
Till then to the day we meet. ♥
