Hey Jagiya,

I wonder how is life for you right now?
Will I even meet you?

Right now, I just feel that love is not exactly a priority.
Bc, I still feel that love is not stable.
Feelings of people change.
You can't guarantee you would love a person forever.

That, I am skeptical.

I don't know if I, myself, will be able to do that.

I think that's why I think it's wonderful that couples grow old together.
Which is really amazing IMO.

And yupp.
Speaking of people, there's definitely flaws.
I know, you're supposed to embrace all the flaws of the people you love.
But eh, I highly doubt I can embrace a person's flaws...

Is it because of my age?
Tbqh, I feel like I'm a perfectionist.
I'm so nitpicky I don't think anyone would want to be with me. Lol.

Well, for one. Even if I like you, I don't like to be tied.
I really dislike the feeling of me being binded.

Which brings me to the point of being able to love an individual forever. Lol.

Honestly, if I don't want to be binded, can I even continue to love you?

Just a thought.

At the current age of 21 (going 22, sob), I don't know if my emotional quotient is mature enough for me to take a relationship.
Well, a relationship is sacred and precious.
If you don't see anything going with that person, don't even get into it.

Though, at the end of the day, it would be really nice if there's someone you can tell everything to.
Oh, the irony of my thoughts.